I'll Sail This Ship Alone

Its a different day. Battle begins! With self.

Woke up. Raining. Its wet outside. empty inside. Nobody but me. Its tough. I know its going to be tough. Not materially, not physically but mentally. I have college, I have office, I have (real)books to read, tons of music to soak myself in. I have this whole city to explore. I have work planned to be done. But doing it all alone?

The friends and acquaintances that I have so far in this city are not enough to provide the kind of psychological comfort level that I am used to. So there is a lot of getting used to that needs to be done. Which will happen, eventually. But I am seriously challenged to start building new sense of belonging here. Now!

Thankfully, there is August, which is not very far. The college will break in July. I have to hold on till July atleast. But then, maybe July will be toughest!

Anyways, today is just the first day. It was. Many, many more to go.

Rained the whole day. College whole day. Did not do anything when came back home in the evening. Watched Persepolis. Ate yesterday's food. Thought about Anoushka. Slept. Dreamt about Anoushka.